fuck. im back.

i finally got brave and dropped the f-bomb in the title, i think thats worthy of some note, but i think it sums things up pretty well. its easier and harder to leave the second time. it's easier because you know whats coming. and it's harder because you know whats coming. does that make any sense? i can honestly say, though, that i had a really good time back in the states, i did almost everything i wanted to do, and i got to see almost everyone, but it's that 'almost' that gets me when i think about what i did and what i didn't. the problem was simply not enough time. wait, problems? what the hell am i talking about? there really was nothing better than getting to see some of you, be it for 2 days, or 2 weeks. i just want to start my life in chas again for good. i've never even spent more than 2 weeks there over the summer. again, thanks army. anyway i hope, as always, that you guys enjoy my company, cause next time i show up it'll be for good :) well thats all i have to report, being that i just got back here last night. i can say that theres a certain quality, comfort maybe, that im back and in the last stretch of this deplorable deployment.. heh. plus my friends here seem happy to have me back so it's all good. i suppose i'll keep posting, and with some new pics to counterpoint the awful drunk ones taken of me at various times and levels of intoxication lol peace